(Source: 500-days-of-retro)
I hate having money but not really having money.
Last night at 10PM the Riot Fest’s lineup went public. This caused the website to go on the fritz and fuck with me because I had gotten off of work at 11 and didn’t get home til about 11:30.
So, the website is being a total shit head and everyone…
Jessica, it’s cool dude I dipped into my savings and spent the money my dad gave me to start saving up for a car… it’s not much but everytime I put it back, something comes up and I spend it. Well, if I get to have a bad ass summer and see my favorite bands and people I haven’t seen or hungout with in years (including you), even if it’s for five seconds, well I say it’s fucking worth it! Who cares? You do right? Me too. So fuck everyone else who says otherwise! ♡
I’m feeling inspired again, I need to take advantage of that before I lose it!
Rhianna, Mikky Ekko, stay, Rhianna stay, Mikky Ekko stay
Its funny how something as simple as not having a car teaches you a lot about life. I appreciate my health more, and I’m grateful I’m able to walk where I please within reasonable distance. Also, you learn a lot who you’re real friends are. Not everyone is willing to make that 5-10 minute roadtrip to see you. Hilarious. I’m hermit crabbing so hardcore I don’t want to see a fucking soul. I’m so anti social lately I don’t think that’s healthy.
I bought myself flowers yesterday because, well, …I felt like it. Haha. I lovvvveee having flowers in my home. I had a “treat yo self” impulse to get them. ( I hope someone caught that…) Then realized my vase was too small so bought a cheap bottle of wine, Gabi and I drank it, then used it for my flowers. Happy day.
I feel really guilty not going to the cemetary to visit my grandpa Wednesday. I just miss him so much and I literally think about him every day. I really want to buy a plant with pretty flowers for the apartment….idk. I need a break from my thoughts.
